“There’s a plane leaving for anywhere you want right now, and in an hour, and in a day, and in a year. You can get out whenever you want, it’s comforting I think.”
it’s not comforting, because then i think about how i have to pay for that plane ticket. and then i think about where im going to get that money — by getting a job, right? it’s not easy to just find a good paying job.. it’d be smart for me to finish my education. and then by the time i get an education and find a job while supporting myself, ill realize that all this time has passed.
so it’s nerve wracking, thinking that no matter how free-spirited i am, i will never free from all this shit. because money is just so so so important.
how depressing. all these planes, but you can’t fly just yet.
also by the time you (we) finish (y)our education we’ll be like pressured to find jobs to support ourselves and jobs kind of suck you into another cycle
and then we’ll have like a family or whatever and settle down
too busy trying to pay the bills and raising kids to “see the world”
idk
this will not happen to me (isn’t that what everyone says)
