be(r)nice.

voy a cambiar vidas.

i write a lot. i have this little notebook that i carry with me everywhere.

porque este mundo es increíble.

i love tumblrs. because people these days are so quick to judge and if you happen upon this site, you get a whole different perspective of someone you thought you knew.

because sometimes we don't speak aloud all we want to say. and written words preserve the moment's intensity.


“It is necessary to write, if the days are not to slip emptily by. How else, indeed, to clap the net over the butterfly of the moment? For the moment passes, it is forgotten; the mood is gone; life itself is gone. That is where the writer scores over his fellows: he catches the changes of his mind on the hop.”

Vita Sackville-West

on college

My interviewer today graduated from Stuy. And in the end I asked her her thoughts on financing an undergrad education. And she told me her college experience was amazing but she had to take out significant loans and when she was choosing her school, she thought that it’d be okay to take out these loans because she’ll just work extra hard later to pay them off- which is what a lot of people think now. But she told me the reality is it’s extremely difficult to pay and she has all this debt looming over her and it’s just not a good feeling. And she tells me that at Stuy you’re kind of made to think that you’re better than certain things, or certain people, to different extents in each person, but it’s extremely true. And she tells me I’ll do great things if I end up going to Hunter, which is what her parents wanted her to do (which she chose not to do). But you miss out on so many things. She tells me it’s definitely different than going to a small liberal arts school away from the city- something I long so badly to do- because at a CUNY, almost everyone is from nyc, there’s more of a focus on grades from what I hear, and because of the 3.5gpa requirement. But you graduate debt free and can pursue anything you want after graduation because you don’t have any financial burden. And idk, I just don’t know.